Things that i wanted to say

Such a long time didnt manage this page... nw this page is to espress me self... and no one will be seeing this page... so i decide to write it down here
14.2.2013 a day tat i wil nvr forget... altought is 6 month of relationship...
but it means alot to me... alot of ppl think tat i am plying around fooling around or wad others have to say... but i dont care wad people say abt me ,hates me or anything...
All i want is jus a simple relationship,no more fooling around...
ya i admit tat i cnt afford to lost you mrs.c ,all tat u do to me i jus try to forget abt it...
cause i reli do love u... altough u do alot of stuff tat make our relationship bad but i no tat u didnt mean it...
i choose to believe you but sometime i reli makes me pain... and all the stuff tat going true my mind is hard to forget... u ask me b4 (since i am like tat y do you still choose to be with me...) the ans i dun hope to have a gf tat sacrifise anything for me... jus do wad you have to do as a gf... i no tat u r not tat bad jus no ppl tat is willing to teach you...
how hurt when your gf actually talk bad stuff infront all of her friends???
and u tell thm i angry at you,but y u didnt tell thm bcause of y tat i will angry...
izit fair? izit fun? izit joking around? i reli duno...
did i reli did something wrong tat makes u hate abt me?
and all things happen u jus oni tell me (i am like tat but y u still wanna be with me?)
izit u mean tat since i doing all this stuff to u ,u can jus say break up with me...
izit the correct way to settle our problems like tat...
was looking our insta and thinking hw much fun and happy we have before but y it all starting to fade away... all we do is argue...
were are the times tat we use to do our funny stuff together,talking together,chatting with each other?
nw u jus taking your phone n pressing everywere we go,all the time tat we spend together is slp...
i no tat u r tired but didnt u realise tat nw the time tat we used to be together is less,u fns work come bak slp, saturday sunday is aso slp or ply game... i try to ask u alot of time tat u reli going to slp,is bcause i jus wanna have time to spend with u... but u aso slp... at least u fns work at 3 come bak talk to awhile aso cant,need to straight go to room remove makeup n slp?
every problems tat we having i aso wont think tat u do it purposely,tats y i nvr break up with you
i jus hope tat u will change...

Mrs.C anything happen between us i wont let go...

THX FOR THE HAPPY ENDING

Lets talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they

But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the stuff that you do?

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Wake up Fucker...

Wat the f... m i doing... u suppose not to think of her anymore... y u need to think of her again...I duno y i will suddenly like tat...nowadays u gt so many things to do thn y u think of her anymore.... stop thinking it ... stop thinking it...

Relationship is jus a part of my life,but if find a person tat u realy need her 4 the whole life just appreciated it... pls dun let go...

HAYMANN CHEONG u should wake up now... there will be anyone better thn her...

story abt these days...

Such a long time didnt write blog d..... gt many things happens these days ...
I go frens hse stay so many days ,so paiseh go stay there eat there slp there everything i use is aso is all my frens , we go hang out everynight ,go club ,go chill at mcd ,suddenly i realise wad is best frens means...and thx her 4 take care these days .... and my brother aso... i wish i was drunk tat night ,thn i oni can say wad i wan to say ... its hard to keep a secret alone.... but i still cant tell u wads the secret,i no u treat me as a best fren ,and your x still disturb u .... mayb is i saw the wall post i m single and nt available ,tats y the secrets i oni tell to whyson ,but if u suddenly view my blog and saw wad i say pls dun think so much... i hope tat we can still b best frens...still can b like tis days everyday...

THX my frens 4 let me stay at your hostel these day and go out with u guys... I promise after these month i treat u all eat and the bill at your hse i will share to pay aso...And thx 4 wake me up... finally i write it down d...

Happy Day

2day was so fun...............

i reach prangin abt 12 d .....

thn sit at my frens shop talk until 2sumthing...

thn i go gurney to meet my frens, but she tell me u after 3pm she is free so i go rch there abt 3 sumthing....... but i need to wait until 5 sumthing..... kena put aeroplane abt 2 hours lo...

but it was happy cause such a long time i didnt hang out like tis d....we go winter warmer sembang.... and i no many frens there....and she order a drink thn drink until the face like eating shit like tat... haha...thn we was planning where to go... finally we go watch repo men... the movie was so cool....but gt 2 ladies duno is pay the ticket to watch movie or pay the ticket to close their eyes to cinema... after fns watching we go mamak hang out ,having out dinner there.... from the start i at gurney i was kena boom until i go bak.... but is happy 2....

THX 4 letting me hang out with u guys... these day was so down ... thn nw i finally bak d....... Hope tat i still gt more time to meet u guys...


THX!!!!! 4 let me hang out with u and your frens.....
REPO MEN RAWKS.....

Boring day...

2day was such a boring day....
stay at hum whole day d ....
every hours keep looking at the laptop even my eyes aso wan fall down d....
yesterday me and kenny go hard rock hotel to support my fren for ms hard rock....
finally she won the 3rd plc ,thn we straight go mois d... Starting is was go happy but suddenly she cum and hug me and cried.... from tat onwards my mood was so down ....
i get drunk yesterday night.... vomit until like SHIT.....
2morrow aso will be a boring day,duno hu free to ask me go out thn...


SO Boring 2day,thx 4 my fren chat with me at facebook if not sure die d...